just a kid

Time after time i held it in
From early to now and even him
The start of it all

And not letting go is all okay
Until you end up like this one day
From big to so small

And all i
Wanted from life was
To know you
Not losing track of the old you
Sculpted away

And all i
Needed from you was
To hold on
On to the life
That we know of
Melted away

(Seven) o'clock the blinds go down
Alone with my thoughts about when and how I'll be removed

Watching my feet sink right on in
Just throwing caution to the wind
Without gratitude

And all i
Wanted from life was
To know you
Not losing track of the old you
Sculpted away

And all i
Needed from you was
To hold on
On to the life
That we know of
Melted away

And nobody told me
Nobody told me about the way i know that she warned me
But she couldn't warn me about that day
And nobody held me in time to tell me
That i was gonna be okay

And nobody told me
That life was gonna get this hard
Or maybe they did
Maybe they did
But i was just a kid

Nobody told me
That life was gonna get this hard
Maybe she did
Maybe he did
But i was just a kid