I Wanted My Heart to Break

I don't feel lonely anymore
And it's kinda hard to get used to
I don't check on you anymore
We don't keep in touch, now I'm used to it

They said
They told me it'll get better, and it did
They say you don't cry forever, but I doubted
They told me it'll be better, and it is
But now I'm kinda sad

'Cause I thought that me and you'd be forever
Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

'Cause I thought that it meant that I, that I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it, missing me too
I wanted our hearts to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

I don't miss you anymore
And it's kinda hard to admit it
Could I feel like this with anyone?
If so why are we trying so hard?

They said
They told me it'll get better, and it did
They say you don't cry forever ever, but I doubted
They told me it'll be better, and it is
But now I'm kinda sad

'Cause I thought that me and you'd be forever
Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

'Cause I thought that it meant that I, that I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it missing me too
I wanted our hearts to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

We fight so hard for something that could let us down
'Cause we get on our feet soon as we hit the ground
No one stays broken but this peace might break me

'Cause I thought me and you'd be forever
Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

'Cause I thought that it meant that I, that I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it, missing me too
I wanted our hearts to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

'Cause I thought that it meant that I, that I love you
And you'd be somewhere losing it, missing me too
I wanted our hearts to break
I didn't want the pain to fade

'Cause I thought me and you'd be forever
Yet I haven't thought of you in forever
I wanted my heart to break
I didn't want the pain to fade



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Writer(s): 0, Ted Andreville
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