Better Meaning

Not really sure where I'm at right now
But I hope I find a way out

Man I hope I find a way out
Stressin all night till the sun out
Feel inebriated but never took a sip nah
Cuz I've been lost in a maze
And I think I'm going crazy
This worlds so amazing
Yea this world's so amazing
But I can't seem to face it
My truths throw me for a loop
Don't know what to do
And everybody all up in my ear
Tryna tell me where to go from here
But I know one thing's clear and that's
The future couldn't run up any quicker
But Im not gonna stress about
Nah my skin is thicker
I'm not finna fold like others who grab the liquor
Then intoxicate they feelings and pretend to not be sicker
Cuz I
Got no time
To hold my own lines
Been solo co-signed
Been on road, I'm
I'm feeling faded
I'm hazy
Losing control of me lately
I need to reconnect
Man where's my self respect
I remember I had a premonition
What happened to it
Contender yet to render in commission
Packing up my baggage and moving to my position
To being the greatest of all in every composition
I'm lost

I hope I find my way back home
Cuz I've been lost in roam
Not up in Italy
Haven't reached that epitome of
Type of lifestyle
Riches and that white smile
Rockin Saint Laurent
And 5-Star restaurants
I mean that maze called life
I mean that stress called strife
I mean the issues wealthy never seem to speak upon
Feeling like a failure as I watch the others sailing out
Feeling like I'm bailing out
Uh
But I
Try to keep it pushing looking for a cushion
To take a break and find the lid cuz life is always cooking
Careful with overflow
Cuz one day you could overdose
On all the pressures and stresses of life
And then you comatose
Stuck in an abyss of convoluted false bliss
Imprisoned in our mind as the reason we exist
I'm looking for a better meaning
Mhm
Looking for a better meaning



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Writer(s): Jordan Anderson
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