23rd of December

Jaspur Juice***
Forever more***
Late Night Drive
Tell them about the struggle G-K***

Crying in pain
We do this overtime
Looking for faith
So many struggles I
Ain't able to find
The things that made the stress
Constantly a voice telling me to hate myself
Sunshine goes, dark mind glows
Stuck in this cage, my mouth is choked but nobody knows
Just another proof that we are alone on this road
Spitting fire in the booth cuz the world is so cold
I'm still broke but it ain't about who's the richest
Come on just listen, it's my vision
And you be the witness
I pay my dues and this shit
Ain't none of your business
Wear his shoes before you judge the joker as s villain
Know the truth jelousy is more deadly than prison
Killing your dreams and legacies
So who's the victim
Everybody carries a pistol
The whole world is twisted
But that's a part of the system
We are part of this system
We are power for engines
Kings ruling the state
That's why we live in sickness
Ride or Die
At the end of the day
We killers and victims
For doing mistakes
I rather fall for real than
Stayin there for fake
Real Bars reflectin thru the stars, they say
But this is straight from my heart
I must be insane
Real Talk everytime when
I call my name
My name is G-K***

Sometimes it feels like everything is dragging you down
On the 23rd of December
While I was high in my room, I listened to Jack
Trying to avoid the next panic attack
No tears we're shed, no holding back
Couldn't let go, there was nothing left
Put up a facade that was so strong
Held the happy face for so long
When I laughed I felt nothing
Not a little joy, nothing within
I was ready to give up
So I went on my way
To the train station
Ain't no time to pray
The 23rd of December
I'll never forget
Coulda been the last joint
Coulda been the last hit
But I turned around yeah
Man I couldn't leave them
For my family to never see him
My sisters, my mother, my father my friends
I realized that I was far from the end
It could have been over
Gave life another chance
And fought a hard fight to get happy man
I swear to you there's light at the end
Don't turn back to the darkness man
When you're in the tunnel and you see no shine
You're just going into the wrong direction long time
'Till you find the right path
But I swear you'll find it
If you end it now
Never know who's behind it
Behind the doors you never opened
Upon the steps you never took
Life will pay you back for the times that we're hard
And I'm being real this comes straight from my heart

Yeah
Straight from my heart (It could have been over) yeah
This comes straight from my heart, yeah
Straight from my heart (Could have given up) yeah
This comes straight from my heart
(And killed myself)
Straight from my heart (I was ready to give up) yeah
This comes straight from my heart (I was done) yeah
Straight from my heart
(Still I tried)

You know every time I hear this song, I'm moved
'Cause I think back to those dark days
On the 23rd of December
It could have been all over, I could have given up
I could have take my own life
And now I stand here, in front of the mic
Doing what I always dreamed of
Living my dream man
Man whoever is listening right now
If you feel down and depressed
Just do me a favor and please don't give up
Please I'm begging
Man whatever you're going through right now
At the end of the day
You'll get to where you're supposed to be
Trust me
This comes straight from my heart
Jaspur Juice***
Late Night Drive



Credits
Writer(s): Jasper Heidemann
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