Hypersomnia

I hate you more than you could know
In the kitchen, on the floor
I threw your shit out of your SUV door

And I had a dream last night that I killed you
While you smiled and told me I
Could never make you go away if I tried

I never wanted you to go
I just wanted you to know
Maybe we could be okay
If you didn't treat me that way

I tell myself
That you don't know
And I just laugh
In undertow
You drag me down
I'm on the shore
I watch you drown
I see no more

And I've never been the type to let shit go
And I'm not making more excuses for you so
I'll let you leave
Just go away
I'll see you again someday

I bring you back again
You tell me we'll be friends
I loved you but I'll tell myself it'll never happen again

I cry until I choke
You're breaking down my hope
I celebrate the pain and promise that you'll never know

I can't propitiate your god
I can't just tell you that I'm flawed
I can't just leave you all alone
I can't just let you go home

I tell myself
That you don't know
And I just laugh
In undertow
You drag me down
I'm on the shore
I watch you drown
I see no more

And I'll never be the type to let shit go
And I'm not making more excuses for you so
I guess it's time for me to swallow my pride
And the tears that I cried
I'd be better if you just

I guess I'm glad that you don't hate me
Enough to come back for more, 'cause lately
I just can't get you out of my head
Another back behind the shed
I'll make you pay for what you did
I'll tell the secrets that you hid
'Cause I was just a little kid
When I told myself I'd never



Credits
Writer(s): Bunny Winter
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