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'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, oh oh
Feeling all these emotions, oh, oh
Go on and wait all night, all day
I won't call you back
I can't see, brain's all foggy
The winds are too strong, the clouds upon me
I wish I could sleep but thoughts run too deep
And I don't know how long it'll be
And you want something I can't give, uh
'Cause I've been lost in the middle of it
I got shit to figure out, figuratively speaking
I just need a minute for me, oh-oh
I know nights can get so cold
And I hate being alone
But I can't pick up the phone
'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, oh, oh
Feeling all these emotions, oh, oh
Go on and wait all night, all day
I won't call you back
'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, oh, oh
And no one even knows it, oh, oh
But God, I swear I can't take another day like that
I tried weed
God, I hug trees
Forced myself to yoga and pilates
I quit the coffee
Tried to find peace but
And if I'm honest, I just need a little time for myself
You know that picture of us two, I put it right on the shelf
I wish I loved me like you do, know that's corny as hell
But it's true as well
I ain't gotta tell ya, oh-oh
I know nights can get so cold
And you hate being alone
But I can't pick up the phone
'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, oh, oh
Feeling all these emotions, oh, oh
Go on and wait all night, all day
I won't call you back
'Cause I've been dealing with my own shit, oh, oh
And no one even knows it, oh, oh
But God, I swear I can't take another day like that