Control

I ain't tripping bout the future, this shit written in stone
I ain't listening to opinions, this shit bigger than y'all
I ain't feelin' it lately when people hittin' my phone
That's why I been distant, missing calls with my back against the wall

I done been through all the trials and all the feelings
I can't tell you all the kind of shit I'm dealing with, I'm different
You can see inside my eyes that they done cried before
Baby that why I put all my feelings in my lines I hope you feel it
Smokin' on this strong to clear my mind, gimme a minute
I guess lately I been gettin' way too high, I admit it
I can't lie, baby I ain't been outside in a minute
I done made the same mistakes too many times but I live with it
People say they love me and they lying, but I get it

I don't owe nobody conversations or responses
I don't know nobody who can say that I ain't top ten
I ain't like these rappers thats on Tiktok, real talkin'
I don't gotta peep whats on your plate 'cause I got options
Smell like exotic and French Waltz when I walk in
So out my body, I can't talk, why you talkin'
God forgive my sins if I ain't here in the morning
I done lost control this time for real, I'm sorry
That's just how I feel, after all the after-alls, I'm still here
I done been through all this trauma and I'm still healing

I done been through all the trials and all the feelings
I can't tell you all the kind of shit I'm dealing with, I'm different
You can see inside my eyes that they done cried before
Baby that why I put all my feelings in my lines I hope you feel it
Smokin' on this strong to clear my mind, gimme a minute
I guess lately I been gettin' way too high, I admit it
I done made the same mistakes too many times but I live with it
People say they love me and they lying, but I get it

I know sometimes I be in over my head, I admit it
At the end of the day, I done made my bed, I'm gon' sit in it
Never been the type that's gon' embellish how I'm living
Watch out for them friends that get jealous when you winning
I ain't at the crib that mean I'm in another city
I ain't ask for none this shit I'm guessing I'm just Gifted
I ain't braggin' I been in my bag for a lil minute

That's just how I feel, after all the after-alls, I'm still here
I done been through all this trauma and I'm still healing