Trust Myself

I got lots of trust in myself, but got no trust in my bitch
Lost trust, I had trust, my old bitch must've took it
Swam with it, she ran with it, that bitch fucked me up

Aye, I'm top ten when I pick up pen
Lost trust got in my sins
Down bad I'm in the bottle got a bad bitch she look like a model but got no trust in that Hoe
Nah, fuck that bitch, I don't need a bitch, tryna tell me how to run my shit
I know y'all wanna try to one up my shit, my shit organic, see me coming up I bet you Panic
Dynamic I wreak havoc, I suspect; she a suspect can't trust the bitch out of habit
Too dramatic, there's too much drama bad vibes attached and i'm too focused to be Diplomatic
Sympathetic i'm empathetic got a lot of love, can't trust y'all gotta get mom a new crib,
Gotta get mom a new whip, cut loose strings tryna pull me back, no holding back
Need a black jet, need a black fit, out in public with a black whip, black tint
Flash lights, whole lotta cameras, i'm the main attraction
I keep attracting no more distractions
I abandoned all of that shit
Cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it, cause

I got lots of trust in myself, but got no trust in my bitch
Lost trust, I had trust, my old bitch must've took it
Swam with it, she ran with it, that bitch fucked me up

Aye my new girl found me rock bottom like a rose in Harlem
Picked me up she lift me up, I start to blossom I grew thorns
Try to rest but I grew horns, tried to warn her it still storms
Clouds forming mom still calling tryna pick me up, but I keep falling I'm deep down and I Can't seem to stay up
My thoughts fucked, my heads fucked, i'm fucked up I got no trust
Push those I love the most way out of reach, i'm hard to reach dont like to speak
Tucked away like the dark night, i'm up late like 6 am tryna find peace
Praying peace might find me I'm in a cycle think I'm going psycho
Evil, wicked, with a big ass ego, hard truths and no one to speak to
All because I cut it, cut it, cut it, yeah I cut it, cut it, cut it, cut it, yeah I cut it, yeah I cut, it Yeah I cut it, cause
I trust myself I don't trust nobody but me
Yeah I trust myself

I got lots of trust in myself, but got no trust in my bitch
Lost trust, I had trust, my old bitch must've took it
Swam with it, she ran with it, that bitch fucked me up
Aye I trust myself, aye I trust myself
I got lots of trust in myself, but got no trust in my bitch
Lost trust, I had trust, my old bitch must've took it
Swam with it, she ran with it, that bitch fucked me up

Hard to trust y'all when you fuck me over, why's it hard to trust, why's it hard to trust