Soulcaliber

Can't judge a book by its cover
Or judge the book by another
I strap myself on this engine and hope it don't blow my cover

Drowning I'm under a pool of emotions I've never felt before
Punching on the wall till my fingers bleed and my heart is sore
To the core
To the shore

I guess that's just how this journey goes
Watering these flowers with no roots you gotta let it go

Pour my heart out see the stains permanent ink
I'm rolling blunts trying to figure out what you think
Or figure out what you drink
Before this boat we on sinks
But watch my butterfingers make me think I got you then blink

You slip
Or maybe I'm just tripping
But nevermind you'll never find what keeps society twisted

We a different calibre
Royal Soul see I'm King Arthur with Excalibur
Black fro so you know I'm rooted with my people bruh
Everything I do I leave a piece of myself within it uh

I've been listening to this music with little to no meaning
Been a couple of minutes since I sat down with the gleaming
Literally it been seaming like nothing in life is beaming to project all of my thoughts into actions that be revealing
I wonder when I came down with the habit of the stress
Been talking to my doctor she be thinking I'm depressed
Walking through the streets and it feeling like nothing less
Happy days come and go but I stay hoping for best
Now I wonder how I wrote this and still feel worthless
Better yet when did all this all erupt to the surface
Man this feeling like a circus racing rallying circuits
I find myself coping just before I really short circuit
Ever seen a day go by where birds don't fly?
Thinking to that short time watching time race by
Fuck it you could never understand my life
You couldn't fit the shoes I'm in you couldn't fight my fight