Back of your mind

Was I your second choice?
Did you like me just for fun?
Now to you, I am no one
Was I an afterthought?
Were you thinking of someone else?
What the hell

Maybe I was stupid for believing you
For thinking you were true
She was there on your mind but I didn't know
When I laughed did you think that we sound the same?
You felt her warm embrace
Holding me but you feel you can't let her go

Question every memory,
Question all your thoughts of me,
Maybe you felt bad, still didn't work out in the end
With me, did you think of her?
How could you have so much nerve?
Thinking of the times, she was sitting in the back of your mind
(Your mind, your mind, your mind)
(Your mind, your mind, your mind)

Do you feel better off?
Now you know I'm hurting too
'Cause you know I don't hate you
I shouldn't reminisce
'Cause she was always on your mind
Yeah you were never mine
(Never mine, never mine, never mine)

Maybe I was stupid to think you were mine,
I fall every time
Was she always there, did you think of her?
When we kissed did you wish that it wasn't me?
You lied so easily
Did you reuse the jokes she'd already heard?

Question every memory,
Question all your thoughts of me,
Maybe you felt bad, still didn't work out in the end
With me, did you think of her?
How could you have so much nerve?
Thinking of the times, she was sitting in the back of your mind
(Your mind, your mind, your mind)
(Your mind, your mind, your mind)

Did our hands interlock the way yours used to?
Maybe you hurt me because you were broken and used too
If it were really her, would you feel that same nostalgia?
Maybe to hate her is something I shouldn't be proud of

So maybe when we did everything we did,
You were thinking of her the whole damn time