Always Fine

I remember everything
The trees, their motion
Water dripping into the slush alongside the road

Sometimes I would breathe out to see the steam coming out
Just to imagine being there

With you

I knew it was the face I remembered
But it was different
We all knew it was different

So we would just talk not to think about what was really happening
Not to show the feelings
Not to show what we all know

I would tell you you're right
Even though I wouldn't believe it
Just to cheer you up
Just to keep you up

That time
Nothing except this made sense
No friends, no needs, it was just all WE share.

Despite all this you knew why I didn't come so often
I just couldn't see you like this
You knew it
We both knew it

I would tell you you're right
Even though I wouldn't believe it
Just to cheer you up
Just to keep you up

Is there any difference
Between what I know
What I remember
And what I can't forget?

When it all goes wrong as it was already planned
But I'd still do it cause I needed to comprehend
Something that I couldn't change
Something I had to be part of

Why does it happen so quickly
But lasts so long?
Is there the light later on?
Is there any of something?
No, there's probably nothing

But it lasts so long