All You'll Ever Be

It's fine
Was all I could tell you that night
Again I'd blame myself for the crimes you committed
And you knew I would forgive you, you promised it would be the last time
Knowing that I was weak
So I'd hold on to someone with a loaded gun
And the many versions of the stories that you'd tell me just to shut me up

I do recall the sunsets, looking at my phone
All the hours waiting, knowing you were not coming home
Oh I knew it, you were with him

And the look upon your face when I saw you with that guy
While you told me you were sleeping but I knew it was a lie
Oh you blew it, all over again

Oh I was blind
Oh I was dumb to stay, such a fool I'd been to let you break me
Oh I believed, you could change and be someone real, but you were just a cheat
And that's all you'll ever be

I was scared
I was scared to be alone
And again I would choose to ignore
Cause I didn't wanna lose you while I knew instead I should've had let you go

I do recall the nights, when I couldn't fall asleep
All the hours, waiting for you with my heart out on my sleeve
Oh I knew it, you were with him

A thousand different sorries, but for sure you were not
You were sorry for yourself because you knew you got caught
Oh you blew it, all over again and again and again and again

Oh I was blind
Oh I was dumb to stay, such a fool I'd been to let you break me
Oh I believed you could change and be someone real, but you were just a cheat
And that's all you'll ever be

And that's all you'll ever be