July Afternoon

(Ladies and gentlemen, or however you identify
The ride is departing soon
Please remember to keep all hands, arms, and legs inside the train at all times
And enjoy the ride!)

What is about me that you find detestable?
I'm along for the ride and so are you
(You're detestable)
I've tried to hide, be quiet, make myself digestible but
(Be quiet, quiet quiet, shut your mouth)
You just turn purple and blue
(They hate you)

And you, do you really wish I wasn't here?
And we, are we standing on a faultline?
I know that I can't trust my own perception
And I, (Man, I think I'm gonna be sick)

How do I tell you that it's dizzying?
When the chatter in my head lines up with you
(You don't fit in you should just go)
If I stop talking 'cause I'm "embarrassing myself" or something
(Just look at you, you're embarrassing yourself)
How do I ask if that was true?

And you, do you really wish I wasn't here?
And we, are we standing on a faultline?
I know that I can't trust my own perception
And I, (Dude, that was crazy)

Print out my emotions
I don't give them a name
'Cause one of them could ruin this and
Somewhere here is shame
Put me on your roller coaster
I won't even flinch
I can't be scared of losing you
If I'm emotionless

You, do you really wish I wasn't here?
And we, are we standing on a faultline?
I know that I can't trust my own perception
And I,

(No hands? Okay, no hands
Oh, we're going really high up)