Anxiety's a Bitch, Heaux

Blau blau
Every time I step to the line
Got some haters on my grind
Tryna steal my shine
Pressure building, to the ceiling
Expectations killing my feelings
Aint no chillin
Bitch what healin
Theres no dealin for what im feelin
Keep it simple
What am I hear fo
Too much shit goin on in my temple
Bout to lose it
Or did I lose it
Yeah I fucking lost it

Bitch I'm fucked up, Bitch
I'm fucked up bitch
Cant deal with this shit
Anxiety's a Bitch, Heaux

Still tryna figure out the beast eh
Are they begging you to please pray
Like the thots in my mind will be thwarted by a priest, hey
Look it up what did he say
Well the devil knows my word and he hates me
I pretend that my mind is a safe place
Knowing all the voices in my head tend to sound the same
I look up for a sign when I'm feeling grey
As the last bit of my hope, slithers away
And I slip into a black hole
Of the abyss
Waiting for someone to answer
As I float alone in this
Soundless space of a dream
This the reality
No ones guna save you 'less u
Find your own relief
If I bang my head
If I break my neck
If I wished i was dead
Would you see me then
If I begged on my knees
Would you make a change for me
Or would close your eyes
And just nod and pray for me

Bitch I'm fucked up, Bitch
I'm fucked up bitch
I'm fighting for my life
Can't deal with this shit
Anxiety's a bitch
You'll see me when I die
Bitch I'm fucked up, Bitch
I'm fucked up bitch
Am I living a lie?
Can't deal with this shit
Anxiety's a Bitch, Heaux
Or is in my head



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