Getting Old (feat. Ezra Mitchell)

I've got a head full of dreams
And a heart full of panic
I got trauma
but I barely understand it
Why am I not better yet
I've done what I've be told to do
Everyone come place your bets, Tell me what I know to be true

I'm so tired, of feeling this way
I'm so tired, of fighting every day
But it keeps on coming going round and round,
Round and round again
Every day
And I don't see the end
This feeling I've got is getting old
It should get better, or so I'm told
I never wished to be the one who was bold
This struggle, this fight
That I'm having is getting old

When will I finally get better
Will I always
Be stuck like this forever
I always had to stitch myself
With bloody bones
Thanks to you
The teary eyed wall flower
I think it's about time I bloom

I'm so tired, of feeling this way
I'm so tired, of fighting every day
But it keeps on coming
Going round and round
Round and round again
Every day
And I don't see the end
This feeling I've got is getting old
It should to get better, or so I'm told
I never wished to be
The one who was bold
This struggle this fight
That I'm having is getting old