Toxic Victim Virgo Man™

I don't feel like I'm fully involved in anything
And maybe that's my fault
I don't feel like I belong to anyone
I'm not worth the weight of my salt

Sometimes I feel like a silhouette
Only being seen on the surface and judged by the sunset

I thought we were doing good
But that check engine light was on and I never bothered to check under the hood

Sitting there thinking about our future
So focused didn't realize that our present would become our past

Did you notice that it's always cold when we talk?
Even though my words were as warm as a summer sidewalk

Facial hair looking like cursive letters
Looks like I learned a lot but I should've known better

Now I'm writing a header to a letter likely to never be read by her

You would always read too much into things
But could never read between the lines

He was quick to meet your dad huh
When it took me bout a year or two
Barely even a week passed when he dropped the knee and you said "I do"
Your mom called me the hard R
When she found out you had a bronze baby
But the moment she met the man who made them
She was suddenly cured of all her rabies

What is that supposed to say to me?
That I guess I was never really part of the so called family
Just a sitter for the babies
Cause you got nothing to say to me
And not one apology
Even though I've already expressed my insecurities
(Man, give me your phone)