Confused Feelings Pt3(Final)

I miss the times that we spent together
Everything was way much better
Nowadays im always feeling under the weather
I feel like im not complete
I feel like I am a freak
Everything is going down into flames
I wish that I could be ok
I wish that I could be ok

I don't know if dreams can even come true
Cause if they did then why would I be singing this tune
About my loneliness and sadness
Lately i've been feeling like life is just a madness
You know sometimes
Life just treats me like shit
And I just really wish that i had people
In my life
That can lift my spirts up
And I feel like i'll never find love

Cause you know days go by
You know that weeks go by
Slowly
But I know sometimes I know that
I'll never have nobody
I'll never have somebody
I feel like im just always gonna be thinking inside my dreams

Is life
Just even for me
Man i don't even know

But I know
That I miss the times together
When I use to have my girl right by my side
Every single time would be amazing
It would be fun
It would be filled with surprises
But now
All those memories are gone now
I never wanna remember anything about her
Cause you know in the end she just left me all hurt

Man
Sometimes I wish
That I knew what else to do
Cause lately i've been feeling like I just wanna
Die
Inside of my thoughts
Nobody's gonna tell me that i'm gonna be found and saved
But I know that i'm not
I'm feeing like i'm just inside of defeat
Cause lately
Been feeling like i'll never feel
Happy

Plug me in so I can charge myself
Cause I know
That nobody will help me out
I'm over here
Just tryna figure out
What's the meaning of life
And all this existence
And why we live through it
So we can feel pain and happiness
And what's the point in even making us live
If we're just gonna die inside of the end

Like
What the fuck is the point of that
I don't know
But i guess
I'm gonna be left with mysteries
Inside of my head
And i guess i'm gonna be living in misery

For the rest of my life
Yeah
For the rest of my life