Why

Huh
A time to live, and there's a time to die
There's a time to laugh, and there's a time to cry
At times, I wonder if it's all a lie
I think on my life, and I'm asking why
I think on the love that I had at first
So much pain in my heart, it hurts
I'm convinced that my life is cursed
Pray for death, cuz my life is worse

A time to live, and there's a time to die
There's a time to laugh, and there's a time to cry
At times, I wonder if it's all a lie
I think on my life, and I'm asking why
I think on the love that I had at first
So much pain in my heart, it hurts
I'm convinced that my life is cursed
Pray for death, cuz my life is worse

Thought I would switch up the scenery (Scenery)
I could use a little change of pace
Knew ain't nobody believe in me (Believe in me)
Thought I would go and I'd change my space
I done made a couple enemies (Enemies)
I been feeding off negative energy (Energy)
If they praying on my downfall
I just figured I'd turn to a better me
So I turned to my Father above (Above)
Thought I would soak up the love (The love)
Thought I was done with my old ways
But I guess that it wasn't enough (Enough)
Reverted to worse than initial condition
I ran from His grace to a sinful position
If God isn't in the equation the math ain't as easy as simple addition
Fall today or Ima fall away
All His grace or it was all a waste
Really thought I'm in a solid place
But all the pieces didn't fall in place
Fall today or Ima fall away
All His grace or it was all a waste
Really thought I'm in a solid place
But all the pieces didn't fall in place

A time to live, and there's a time to die
There's a time to laugh, and there's a time to cry
At times, I wonder if it's all a lie
I think on my life, and I'm asking why
I think on the love that I had at first
So much pain in my heart, it hurts
I'm convinced that my life is cursed
Pray for death, cuz my life is worse

A time to live, and there's a time to die
There's a time to laugh, and there's a time to cry
At times, I wonder if it's all a lie
I think on my life, and I'm asking why
I think on the love that I had at first
So much pain in my heart, it hurts
I'm convinced that my life is cursed
Pray for death, cuz my life is worse

The scenario that was presented
Either grace or it's pride and resentment (Huh)
I was boutta discard my inheritance
All because I wanted independence
It's simply the miniscule choices that really determine the course of your life (Your life)
But in this situation I wanted the darkness instead of the light (The light)
Given the choice I was headed down the road to death and despair (Despair)
Then I would blame it on God, I would curse Him and say that my life isn't fair (Isn't fair)
I guess you could say my condition was critical
Losing my mind, I was dead in the spiritual
Pouring up all of my pain in the lyrical
Losing my life when I went individual
Nearly surrendered my soul to the devil
I made it out barely alive and disheveled
The spiritual battle's a whole different level
I can't do it justice with paper and pencil
Sharing the truth, that's despite how you feel
The devil be lurking, looking for a meal
The spiritual battlefield's deadly and real
And if you aren't careful, you gonna be killed

A time to live, and there's a time to die
There's a time to laugh, and there's a time to cry
At times, I wonder if it's all a lie
I think on my life, and I'm asking why
I think on the love that I had at first
So much pain in my heart, it hurts
I'm convinced that my life is cursed
Pray for death, cuz my life is worse

A time to live, and there's a time to die
There's a time to laugh, and there's a time to cry
At times, I wonder if it's all a lie
I think on my life, and I'm asking why
I think on the love that I had at first
So much pain in my heart, it hurts
I'm convinced that my life is cursed
Pray for death, cuz my life is worse



Credits
Writer(s): Paul Ametepi
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