State Of Mind

The wind brings me secrets
Through my bedroom window
Whispering things that
I don't want to hear
So now I spend time
Stuck at my bed's side
Where is my head now
Maybe it went through the open window

Maybe it went through the open window
My mind ran away again

Stuck in a conundrum
So many layers
Can't catch my breath
I'm caught in a rhythm
Déjà vu daydream
Only a whisper
Wakes up a fire
Always been burning

I've been running but I, I don't want to
I've been going places I don't want to
God I wonder when I, I'll remember
Ooh

All of this thought and nowhere near closer to you
Ones that I fought ones that I've let overrule
My state of mind, it keeps me away from the truth
So what was it for and why did I let it control me?

I've been running but I, I don't want to
I've been going places I don't want anymore
God I wonder when I, I'll remember
Ooh

One foot in front of the other
That's all it takes
Slow down, deep breath, keep going
There's room for mistakes
No one starts at the finish
It just takes some time
Onward upward thinking
That's my state of mind, ya ya

That's my state of mind, ya ya

Walking through the door that's been locked for so long
Waiting, impatient yeah almost forgot
That one day it'd come yeah
The chain would fall off
All of the nights hoping
Lights would come on
Finally makin' sense
Finally I can rest
First day of living 'cause i found my cause