low self esteem

The only time when I feel truly happy
Is when I'm in the depths of my mind
And even then I still feel like utter shit
Because my beliefs are a bunch of lies
I don't wanna rap about emptying clips
Fucking hoes, spending money and other things like that
I want to show some real emotions that will drive you mad
I could say that everything is bad, but that's not the fact
I am the problem for myself and I don't do shit to stop it
Thinking about killing myself and blasting off like a rocket
Nihilism can go to hell, but I really fucking love it
Throw me in a cell, but I really wanna mother fucking stop it
Who will really miss me when I will die?
Is what I really ask myself all of the time
Knowing most of you won't care about my rhymes
But that's okay because I will end my life
Everything I do is always bad
Everything I do is always bad
Everything I do is always bad
Why should I accept all of that?
Everything I do is always bad
Everything I do is always bad
Everything I do is always bad
Why should I accept all of that?
Nobody will ever miss me
No one will ever help me
Why can't someone end me?
Please end my misery
Nobody will ever miss me
No one will ever help me
Why can't someone end me?
Please end my misery
Living my life, not doing shit at all
Watch me cry and watch me fall yuh
Low self esteem is making me stall yuh
I just wanna end it all yuh
Grab me and slam me against the wall yuh
Tears pouring down my face
I just wanna leave this place yuh
By having a taste of the blade yuh
Living my life, not doing shit at all
Watch me cry and watch me fall yuh
Low self esteem is making me stall yuh
I just wanna end it all yuh
Grab me and slam me against the wall yuh
Tears pouring down my face
I just wanna leave this place yuh
By having a taste of the blade yuh
Living my life, not doing shit at all
Watch me cry and watch me fall yuh
Low self esteem is making me stall yuh
I just wanna end it all yuh
Grab me and slam me against the wall yuh
Tears pouring down my face
I just wanna leave this place yuh
By having a taste of the blade yuh
Living my life, not doing shit at all
Watch me cry and watch me fall yuh
Low self esteem is making me stall yuh
I just wanna end it all yuh
Grab me and slam me against the wall yuh
Tears pouring down my face
I just wanna leave this place yuh
By having a taste of the blade yuh



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Writer(s): Inhumane, Zhailaobay Sabyrzhan
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