Paranoia

Dearest nymphomaniac
I'm hoping that you'll take me back
This clean and sober living's not for me
We'll buy the devil's Cadillac
Restore the whore and paint it black
Planning our suicides down by sea

And she said "don't believe everything that you think
You'll go full blown Charles Manson in a blink
You'll start your own religion full of shit and empty holes
And live to die a monster with a sickness in your skull"

Paranoia, my dear friend
I have been waiting and clawing at my skin
Where did you run to and where did I go wrong
We use to be so strong but now I'm over confident

Oh my little heart-attack
I'd sell my soul for one more pack
Of your full bodied candy cancer fire
I'd develop cataracts
Like curdled milk where eyes once sat
If you go blind and let our love expire

Don't believe every word that I say
I'll be dead and gone along with them someday
And all the shit I talked, while acid rain was falling down
Will dry up with the whiskey that we spilt on common ground

Paranoia, my dear friend
I have been waiting and clawing at my skin
Where did you run to and where did I go wrong
We use to be so strong, now I'm fucking fucked

Paranoia, my dear friend
I have been waiting and clawing at my skin
California, do you exist
It's comin down like piss
On the corner of Hastings and rain
On the corner of Hastings and rain
On the corner of Hastings
On the corner of Hastings
On the corner of Hastings and