Agony

Why'd it feel like everyone around me, don't like me
Hard to connect when you don't feel alive
Man, I don't feel real and I'm losing my will to fight and strive
How you bugging at me 'cos I said I'm in agony
Agony - how you gonna act like you never felt the agony
There is no me so there's really no vanity
Gonna fuck off quick, hit the galaxy

Sometimes, I can't lie
I wish my boy had let me die, last year when I tried
Cos I still don't feel right
You say I'm ungrateful. I say that I tried
I know I complain but come live with my head
I'm aware that the words that I speak bring death
I ain't tryna wish dead, I ain't tryna impress
Only tryna clear out my motherfucking chest

I don't wanna say that I'm fucked In the head, it's becoming a trend but this ain't for the Trend
I don't wanna say that I have a bad life but this ain't a good time and I want it to end

Ain't wanna say that I really wanna die, just want out of this time, fast forward in life
Big house in the mountains, SWISS
That's the end goal and I'm working for this
So, every single morning I boot up FL
Make a cup of tea for my chords, get them ready
And I'm gonna spit 'til my heart gets heavy
Devil on my shoulder, that bitch still tempts me

Bitch by December, I triple the monthly
And by next year, imma really be comfy
I know why they're watching me, bitch come on, come see
I levelled the sound up and now they wanna hate me
Like bro wanna test me, I see he keeps dissing me
Don't make me bring OLD ME out - you go missing
Act like you ignore the sound, I know you listen
Yeah, I got tracks to feed the gas, piston (fired up)



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Writer(s): Elliot Taylor
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