Kill the Switch

If waking up means losing time
Leave me comatose for hours
Say that, "Out of sight is out of mind"
So just forget it in the shower

The ticking getting louder
To make my father prouder
Of his prodigy daughter
But I'm growing up too fast

I wanna get better at wasting time
I wanna find something to melt my mind
Just kill the switch for a day or two
That's all that I wanna do
I wanna believe that it's all okay
I wanna depopulate my brain
Just kill the switch for a day or two
That's all that I wanna do

The doctors say it's in my head
"Take your meds and you'll feel better"
But I'm only getting side effects
No relief from the pressure

The ticking's getting louder
To make my mother prouder
No way to disappoint her
Don't know what she sees in me

I wanna get better at wasting time
I wanna find something to melt my mind
Just kill the switch for a day or two
That's all that I wanna do
I wanna believe that it's all okay
I wanna depopulate my brain
Just kill the switch for a day or two
That's all that I wanna do

I wanna believe that I'm doing great
I wanna believe all the shit they say
Take my time
Be more than fine like everything is okay
I wanna feel love like it's something new
I wanna be somebody I want too
Take my time
Be more than fine, that's all that I wanna do

If waking up means losing time
Leave me comatose for hours
If growing up is in my mind
I'll just leave it in the shower



Credits
Writer(s): Addison Grace Douglas
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