Everything

Every night I repeat that dream
Up on stage with all eyes on me
Try to sing but no words come through
My voice subdued
Everybody starts to boo and leave
In between scenes in a self-made cell
Try so hard but I somehow fail
Do your best and thou shall prevail
That's what I'm told I guess time will tell
After L to L to L no big deal
Hard as stone forged with skin of steel
My will to live has a will to kill
I cannot feel I'm numb for real
Weed booze and pills will not work
Not anymore feeling loss of worth
Feeling my time running out on earth
Feeling my loved ones fade away
Feeling my bones start to ache with age
Feeling like I've finally had enough of not enough
Not feeling up to feeling stuck within a rut
There's gotta be a better way to recreate a better me
A better he a better she a better they a better we
Better believe I'll manifest these goals
If not here wherever that wind blows
Where should thou go what should thy do
That's up to you so make a move and try to self improve
Don't know a lot but I do know myself
All I can tell you was I was unwell
In a figurative hell no one coming for help cause
All of it falls on you
No limit to what you can do
Anything I can do you can do too
Any and everything
Anywhere anything
Everything's everything
You can do anything

I can do anything
Literally anything
Everything's everything
I'm out for everything

Everyone's everything
You can do anything
Any and everything
Thank you for everything