Dear God
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I need to see a sign if you been here or not
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I'm weak i need some help
Are you here or not
Cause lately I been feeling like you skippin out
Outta town
Turn around don't you understand your people need you now
Where the fuck were you when we were searching for Maleah
You expect for me to trust that that shit happened for a reason
Vision ain't the best but 20/20 couldn't see it
I'm just speaking for the people who find struggle in believing
But really though just tell me what the fuck you been achieving
I mean
I mean did Vegas need to happen
Were you chillin there and watching as your people all got blasted
You allow these situations to result in true disaster
Yeah you call us all your children but I'm feeling like a bastard
I'm feeling like a bastard
Abandoned
How the hell did you let half of this happen
People pray yo they been buggin and naggin
To a father that we're told to love endlessly but the man has been absent
Missing in action what happened
I guess the rules were never fully established
It's okay though we can wait
There's only been a shooting every other day
And all these missing kids yo they just runaways huh
I think enough is enough
I been fighting for my faith but I been waiting for what
I mean just take a look around see what the world has become
All this chaos going on can make the devil blush
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I need to see a sign if it you been here or not
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I'm weak I need some help
Are you here or not
Is everything part of your bigger plan or is there shit that happens even you would call an accident
When grandma had departed did it line up with thought out events cause nigga if it did shit I don't wanna believe you exist
Lemme refresh your memory cause you probably don't remember every moment of tragedy
January 17 2020 you let her leave but it's how you let it happen is what's having me questioning
Did my father have to watch as they were breaking her chest
Did my father have to watch as they put tubes down her neck
Pumping air into her lungs to try and give her a breath
Defibrillator pulses made her eyes roll back in her head
My aunts and uncle crying as they had to watch their mother in her moment of dying
Doctors couldn't bring her back but still they continued the trying until my father shut it down he knew there was no horizon
I was the last to reach the hospital don't make any sense
I was due in court accused of crimes that I ain't commit
Saw the message hours late my eyes beginning to mist
As I called my dad to get the news my grandma was dead
God what I don't understand correct me if I'm mistaken
My grandma always wore an issued DNR bracelet
Ain't no way she took it off herself I know it was taken
Why did you allow that nurse to fuck up on the medication
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I need to see a sign if it you been here or not
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I'm weak I need some help
Are you here or not
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I need to see a sign if you been here or not
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I'm weak i need some help
Are you here or not
Cause lately I been feeling like you skippin out
Outta town
Turn around don't you understand your people need you now
Where the fuck were you when we were searching for Maleah
You expect for me to trust that that shit happened for a reason
Vision ain't the best but 20/20 couldn't see it
I'm just speaking for the people who find struggle in believing
But really though just tell me what the fuck you been achieving
I mean
I mean did Vegas need to happen
Were you chillin there and watching as your people all got blasted
You allow these situations to result in true disaster
Yeah you call us all your children but I'm feeling like a bastard
I'm feeling like a bastard
Abandoned
How the hell did you let half of this happen
People pray yo they been buggin and naggin
To a father that we're told to love endlessly but the man has been absent
Missing in action what happened
I guess the rules were never fully established
It's okay though we can wait
There's only been a shooting every other day
And all these missing kids yo they just runaways huh
I think enough is enough
I been fighting for my faith but I been waiting for what
I mean just take a look around see what the world has become
All this chaos going on can make the devil blush
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I need to see a sign if it you been here or not
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I'm weak I need some help
Are you here or not
Is everything part of your bigger plan or is there shit that happens even you would call an accident
When grandma had departed did it line up with thought out events cause nigga if it did shit I don't wanna believe you exist
Lemme refresh your memory cause you probably don't remember every moment of tragedy
January 17 2020 you let her leave but it's how you let it happen is what's having me questioning
Did my father have to watch as they were breaking her chest
Did my father have to watch as they put tubes down her neck
Pumping air into her lungs to try and give her a breath
Defibrillator pulses made her eyes roll back in her head
My aunts and uncle crying as they had to watch their mother in her moment of dying
Doctors couldn't bring her back but still they continued the trying until my father shut it down he knew there was no horizon
I was the last to reach the hospital don't make any sense
I was due in court accused of crimes that I ain't commit
Saw the message hours late my eyes beginning to mist
As I called my dad to get the news my grandma was dead
God what I don't understand correct me if I'm mistaken
My grandma always wore an issued DNR bracelet
Ain't no way she took it off herself I know it was taken
Why did you allow that nurse to fuck up on the medication
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I need to see a sign if it you been here or not
Dear God
I know it's been a while we don't talk a lot
I'm weak I need some help
Are you here or not
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