Clouds, Dark Clouds

Days drag on
Still the same, sad song
It's the last one you'll hear from me, tho
Waste that strong love
And hate my bonds
Bet you won't be erased for free, tho
Time speeding past, a good thing couldn't last
They say "All things happen for a reason"
But days move fast
Baby, you know that
I regret that we didn't get to see them

Feeling betrayed, but it wasn't my first
Just didn't think it could get any worse
We went from imagining lives with each other
To hating, as much as remembering hurts
Now, I'm stuck on the memories covered in pain
Better or for worst, I'll be never the same
Had to move on, like, "It is what it is"
But sometimes I just wish that it was what it ain't
You made the highest when we used to talk
Now that you're gone I been feeling the lowest
Constantly running from pain, but you're walking away
And you know that it kills me the slowest
Self destructions impeding
I just gotta stay focused
Wanted to be believing
Bet it'll linger now, won't it?