Struggle

I was grinding for a minute I was looking for the work
My girl hit the road put the shit into reverse
Looking back wondering if she was just a curse
And even though I pray every day it gets worse

In my thoughts I don't know where to start
I'm so caught up and confused don't know how to part
I just walk away but it's still is hard
Struggling to pay to rent bruh this shit is too mad

Cause you don't know nothing bout the life I've been living
And the only thing you see is the lies you're giving
All these sleepless nights really got me thinking
Lost touch of the fam why I got so distant

They say when the money come then I act different
But that is not the fact so do not attack with it
I'm still the same never changed play no wack gimmicks
Been real from the start and it's never gonna finish

It's been a struggle yeah it's painful
I guess this is what my efforts paid for
But how can I escape cause I hate war
Pray more but it never change I remain sore

The pain in my heart got me stressed out
I'm just tryna survive what's the best route
So tired I can barely keep my chest out
Stand like a man even when the love head south

My hooyo didn't know hope she never hears the worse
Many sleepless nights had to put into this verse
Didn't think my girl could ever get me this hurt
At the bottom tryna climb through the rubble and the dirt

I gotta the spit the truth but they say it is haram
But I don't think the message in my lyrics doing harm
I just need to vent tryna deal with all these scars
Stop judging what I do, I say leave it to Allah

A lot of shit is going on behind closed doors
Every day's a struggle never winning by the score
I came a long way fought so many wars
And I found a good way for my thoughts to be yours

So I don't wanna hear about the luck that I have
My knees in the dirt, and my hands bloody scabbed
I was down bad and they never gave cash
But the moment I amass wealth niggas talk trash

It's been a struggle yeah it's painful
I guess this is what my efforts paid for
But how can I escape cause I hate war
Pray more but it never change I remain sore

The pain in my heart got me stressed out
I'm just tryna survive what's the best route
So tired I can barely keep my chest out
Stand like a man even when the love head south

No Facetime don't phone me
If you don't help you can leave me on my lonely
I got my own stress and my own grief
Not a likkle playground yute I'ma grown G

I aiming for the skies with a full clip
You lack aim please miss I with the bullshit
Cause I'm tryna rise get up through this
Don't tryna slide in my life you're a nuisance

It's been a struggle yeah it's painful
I guess this is what my efforts paid for
But how can I escape cause I hate war
Pray more but it never change I remain sore

The pain in my heart got me stressed out
I'm just tryna survive what's the best route
So tired I can barely keep my chest out
Stand like a man even when the love head south



Credits
Writer(s): Fuad Mohammed, Kris Ja'lon
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