Insomniac

I don't understand this life
I don't really sleep at night
I'm a damn Insomniac
Don't ask where my mind be at
Cause I've lost it
Feel like I'ma live passed my life
But I know that can't be right
I'm a damn insomniac
I calmly ask myself if I've lost it

I been sleeping less through the nights
And I know it's cause of stress in my life
I can feel every second go by
Laying in bed with my eyes open wide
Dark thoughts when I kill these lights
Somehow it still feels right
I tried to shake em a couple of times
Now I embrace em, they stuck to my side
But the pain feels better then da love in a good way
I guess it feels more real is what I should say
My mind ain't right, and I get that
Coming to a point I can accept that

I don't understand this life
I don't really sleep at night
I'm a damn Insomniac
Don't ask where my mind be at
Cause I've lost it
Feel like I'ma live passed my life
But I know that can't be right
I'm a damn insomniac
I calmly ask myself if I've lost it

I'm aware that I need more sleep
This shit bouta take its toll on me
Truthfully thinking it already has
I be pretending it isn't that bad
I feel like I been up two weeks
I don't even feel like me
Unless this version of me's here to stay
Who would I be if this me went away
I've been losing myself for while now
Fear of going off the edge never dies down
I don't understand why I'm like this
Up all night like I'm working the night shift

I don't understand this life
I don't really sleep at night
I'm a damn Insomniac
Don't ask where my mind be at
Cause I've lost it
Feel like I'ma live passed my life
But I know that can't be right
I'm a damn insomniac
I calmly ask myself if I've lost it

I don't understand this life
I'm a damn Insomniac
Feel like I'ma live passed my life
I'm a damn insomniac

I don't understand this life
I don't really sleep at night
I'm a damn Insomniac
Don't ask where my mind be at
Cause I've lost it
Feel like I'ma live passed my life
But I know that can't be right
I'm a damn insomniac
I calmly ask myself if I've lost it



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Writer(s): Dequan Ramminger
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