Where Do I Begin

I've been lost so many times where do I begin
One thing that I almost lost, my passion to sing
Tried to do the model thing, they all look the same
It's just not the same no more, it's just not the same
Seeking for the truth, that's when everything had changed
I've been through some things, some things that I won't explain
You may not understand, it's supernatural things
Everything has changed, it's just not the effin' same no

I've been lost so many times, where do I begin
One thing that I almost lost, my whole life to sin
Tried to search for something different, tried to search for me
I've been through so many phases that you won't believe

No more second guessin', I've learned my lessons
God give me a blessing, I'm now progressing
In the right direction, in new dimensions
Man I feel so special to be here cause life's a blessing

I've been lost so many times, where do I begin
One thing that I almost lost, trying to fit in
Always felt misunderstood time and time again
I would always doubt myself, that was me back then

No fear, telling myself no fear
Time is getting near, baby this is your year
Telling myself you're here
Telling myself you're here

I've been lost so many times, where do I begin
One thing that I almost lost, my passion to sing
Tried to do the model thing, they all look the same
It's just not the same no more, it's just not the same
Seeking for the truth, that's when everything had changed
I've been through some things, some things that I won't explain
You may not understand, it's supernatural things
Everything has changed, it's just not the effin' same no