i don't wanna be me anymore (feat. Julia Alexa & Zaini)

I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore

Feel my confidence, falling in a swan dive
And I ain't special, please don't put me in you archive
I go to sleep, and then I wake up on the wrong side
I haven't liked myself in such a long time
But if I disappear, problem solved
Always find me not enough
I'm convinced I'm not enough
I say I'm good, they call my bluff
I try to be okay with the thought of humiliation
But everyday I'm awake I'm avoiding my obligations

So maybe I'll face it
Let everything out, it was basic
I said I was destined for greatness
But I'm working a grill at my day shift
I am not convinced this is it
But I don't know
'Cause everyday I'm at my best, I still feel like I'm a joke

I hope (I hope)
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore

Wish that I was more lovable
Hey, make it feels so I lunchable
Stay lookin' up 'cause I'm gullible
I'm sick of feeling uncomfortable
Step it back, so I reassess
I might take a while so I need a sec
I bet once I'm there, I won't be a mess
You get peace of mind when you're free of stress

But, what if it don't work
I might get lost while I soul search
I'm falling down like a coaster
We all taking the plunge but I'll go first
I guess it's back to square one
Lot of problems that I'm taking care of
It sucks

I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore

I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore
I hope
I wake up as someone else tomorrow
'Cause I can't do this anymore
I don't wanna be me anymore