Death is a Wedding (With Eternity)

And then i'm back in our old place
The place we first fell out of love
We watched it all burn away
Like fire falling from above

These holy books can't stop the pain
Of your laugh not existing
The silence echoing so loud
How do i keep resisting?

I'm not the one who's haunting you
What's done is done
I never knew this was a race we would run
I lost and you won

My memory's hurt you enough
Now you just do it for the rush
Forgive me for giving up
And move on

It's hard to hold onto these thoughts
They slip between my fingers
This bed used to be hallowed ground
But still your ghost it lingers
I'll admit i'm terrified to die
But sometimes it just seems faster
Than another 60 years of pain
Just give me what comes after
I'm not the one who's haunting you
What's done is done
I never knew this was a race we would run
I lost and you won

My memory's hurt you enough
Now you just do it for the rush
Forgive me for giving up
And move on
Just move on

What comes after????