Secrets

I'm over it
My minds running, I'm running out of control of it
I feel alone when my friends are home and they notice it
Don't tell 'em no, 'cause nobody knows that I struggle with
Hurting my left wrist

Look, I'm scared of it
So I'm wearing shirts that really don't look good, but they cover it
Got a grey Nike that doesn't let them see that I'm staining it
It's on the inner left side, just below the number five, 'cause it hides a bit
Keeps it secret

I'll tell you my secrets (secrets)
If you tell me yours (if you tell me yours)
Nobody believes us (believes us)
No, not anymore (not anymore)

'Cause I should be feeling pretty
But I only feel alone
Got tons of people with me
They're only on my phone

So tell me what you're thinking 'bout
When eyes are closed and lights are down
Are you thinking 'bout what's underneath your sleeves?
When I should be feeling pretty
But here's what's underneath

My body's tired
My soul is out of breath, there's nothing left just a liar
My skin is nothing but a canvas when I can't get no higher
My secrets pull me down, amplify the sound like a choir

I'll tell you my secrets (secrets)
If you tell me yours (if you tell me yours)
Nobody believes us (believes us)
No, not anymore (not anymore)

'Cause I should be feeling pretty
But I only feel alone
Got tons of people with me
They're only on my phone

So tell me what you're thinking 'bout
When your eyes are closed and lights are down
Are you thinking 'bout what's underneath sleeves?
When I should be feeling pretty
But here's what's underneath

Yeah, I smoke, and then I can't get down
I'm six feet off the ground
I feel a lot when I'm not feeling
And I know I'll probably let you down
But smile upside down
Hey, look, I'm almost at the ceiling

Guess I should be feeling pretty
But I only feel alone
Everybody thinks they know me
But I know they really don't