Whore of Babylon

Bastard child untimely ripped from thy womb
Doom and gloom born to die only know the walls of a tomb
Inhaling fumes kill the memory of a kid who never saw the moon
Who would've had your eyes but they never got to bloom
Mistakes were made that was just the way it went
Dirt in the cracks roses grow from the cement
I don't blame you for doing what you did
I just wish you thought about it better choices made by the Id
What am I to you? Just another therapist
You call me when you're sad but never when you're elegant
I still found a way to fall into your spell
The siren's song plays all throughout the bethel I
Talked to God about you but it didn't make a difference
White heart, I preferred to live in ignorance
Too close to the ocean clip my wings call me Icarus
Deliver us, from deliverance
Lips numb from the bitterness
You showed me love you showed me pain
All on different days
I'll go to Babylon and set the place ablaze
Maybe then you'll see the Hell that's in my brain
Pregnant from a stranger, I didn't ever wanna hear that phrase
Lethal gaze burning sage try to scare away the spirits
Before they take you away
And I'll never see your face again under the sun's rays
Under the sun's rays

God never gave me Grace, only pain
Lessons learned from a dying phase
What would you do without me? I'm your ace
Whether you know that or not, I don't know
Locked up in my room wishing you were here to lay low
Through the war of the worlds
And your lips look like coral and I got an empty core
But so do you
Our bond grew from scar tissue
Wiping tears when I'm with you
Crystal roses break and they shatter everyday
Rosary to help me pray
Keep thinking of you instead
Why did you have to make me prey
Apex predator on top of the food chain
Master of the puppets getting tired of the play
And I'm tired of, wasting all these tears
But I haven't really got a chance to heal
Love or infatuation it's the same shpeal
But I need to find a way to escape from my lustful zeal