I Can't Lose You (feat. Jemma Rix)

What do you want Anna?

This
Just you and I talking and chatting and taking up space
And you
You look so at peace which I did not predict after what all took place
I'm so sorry
I didn't know, I couldn't see
I knew you were hiding but selfishly thought you were hiding from me

That's why I've come all this way
To look in your eyes and say

I can't lose you, not again
I can't lose you like then
If you could see yourself the way I do
Then you'd see why I can't lose you

Wait
I'm happy you came but it's not safe to stay here and talk
Don't get close
This is all so brand new
Let me first learn to crawl before I try to walk
I'm at home here
Out in the cold, up in the air
But it all turns to chaos near people I love
And with how much I care

Please don't remind me to feel
Believe me, the danger is real

I can't lose you, not again
I can't lose you like then
You don't know the things that I can do
Keep your distance 'cause I can't lose you (I can't lose—)

You have to listen
I've come here to tell you
That everything's different now that I understand

I know you mean well, but the air's getting colder
Just leave me alone, let me get this in hand

But I'm here for you, we can fix this together
For once try to trust me, I'm begging you now

Don't you see I'm the storm, and you make it worse
I would fix it, but I don't know how

I can't lose you, try to see
Why can't you turn to me (I'm trying to tell you that)
I can't lose you, like before
As much as I wish I can't (Why can't you)
Open that door

If you loved yourself the way I do
Then you'd see why I can't lose you