Have a Turn Freestyle

Before I act on my emotions I just let it sit
I get Deja Vu but no time to reminisce
I'll swear I'm over them until I start to overthink
If they're praying on my downfall, I let 'em wish

The universe knows who you're better with
So don't trip if you felt like they were a better fit
Cause you don't know if they were seeing you developin'
Until you realised they were reaping all the benefits
And shit's cool 'til you realize depression hits
And you ain't know what you be doing when the pressure hits
Searching for a high, you tryna found a way to level it
Love or the drugs, you don't know which one's a better fix
You're either right or you're pleasantly surprised that's the life of a pessimist
And I've been tested too much to say this was an experiment
I need to take my own advice and go link with a therapist
I've been through so much now my pain gotta preference
I'm using all the scars from my heart as a reference
They're mistaking their arrogance for intelligence
No wonder why they think that it's their words that got 'em relevant
I'm ignoring the messages from the people that loved me
And re-reading the ones from all the people that used to
And the things they were saying, I couldn't tell you now who's who
Just be careful who you're telling all your news to
We taking 8 balls like the last shot with all them pool cues
Stealing food's a habit for all of us
But now they're only out about once in a blue moon
And this soul's been used like I don't like to wear new shoes
And I don't blame how he moves, 'cause I used to do the same shit
Giving ultimatums cause insecurity is a bitch
But you had already got one, you gotta choose who you with
That's 3 years down the drain
But I've been in the gutter most of my life, so I'm used to it
Tripping on the trip down memory lane, now I'm cool with the stick
Cause the difference between us is I ain't losing my shit
Not everybody that says they're proud of you are proud of you
They're probably surprised that you made it when they had doubted you
And it's not gonna work if you show 'em what you about to do
So you can't act hurt when you allowed 'em to
And I'm climbing over shit that you amounted to
You holding your grudges while I'm holding myself accountable
So let's see who gets further in life
I'm gonna turn up in a couple of years while you turn up tonight

Keep it going
Drake was like "cold hearts n heated floors"
Watch this

Cold hearts to Chrome Hearts
They're hatin' the person that they turned me to
LV in his bag, you don't wanna see what Louie do
He on a different feat, flipping G's like some Gucci shoes
There's plenty people that still got the old version of me
That goes around telling life to a certain degree
And none of it was ever really that concerning to me
Cause when they see me 'round now, I know it hurts them to see
And there's a lot of people older than me
That's acting like they're way younger than me
And if it's happy what you want her to be
You gotta be open about the things that you don't want her to see
A year older but with women, he's dumber than me
Age was never parallel to maturity
And I realised that through all the people with authority
They're tryna stick their nose in someone's business
But these pussies ain't learned a single thing 'bout curiosity
The same ones that are mocking me, they never really bothered me
They once tried to copy me but stopped
When they realised they had to move properly
And they're fighting for equality but mad at me for tryna learn from poverty
The things that she had promised me ain't line up with her honesty
And honestly, it's easy to come through with more than quality
When hatred started coming through in quantities
She taught me to be grateful, and her name's in generosity
Talking bad about 'em one day, next day they're acting like they're day one
Say nothin'
Covering their flaws 'cause they're lacking the foundation
And every time they talk, they gon tell you that they're fine 'cause they lack communication
I'm not trying to be famous
I've seen the ones get famous from acting like they're like that
Their image is messed up and now they're tryna get their life back
They tried returning home but they can't afford a flight back
Look at who they fuck with
Who they're having fun with
Who they're doing drugs with
Who they keep in touch with
Who they keep on tryna claim they love but they're stuck with
Who they keep on tryna say they trust, but ain't trust shit
Look at who had cut them off for acting on some dumb shit
Look at all the people that they're claiming that they're done with
And look at all the people that they keep tryin' their luck with
Cause they could say they're over them but they ain't really over shit

Yeah, let it sit
No time to reminisce
I'mma let 'em wish