red pill!

Losing energy
I'm spending it all on my friends
Can't have enemies
Cause I'll be alone in the end
I keep extending me
Think I'm getting flattened again
I wish that I could sleep
But every time I fall I descend

I wish you saw my dreams
They're part of me
Don't think I'm living honestly
So I can't sleep
I feel like it's all a dream
I wanna see
If I wake up
Pinch me I might just wake up

And here I was thinking I grew
Pill hard to swallow so I chew, hey
Feel anxious when I'm in the room
Like bro, they ain't looking at you, hey
I say I don't know what to do
They keep asking me if it's true, hey
Swear you don't know what I been through
It keep getting tough out the blue, hey
I know everybody got problems
But I watered the seed and it blossomed
You say you doing better that's awesome
I'm still going downhill on the slalom
And I swear I still can't see the bottom
That's why lately I been solemn
I'm not even trying to see stardom
I'm just trying to break even with losses
Feel like everybody been better off
I can't seem to take this pressure off
Feel like everything finna set me off
Feel like drugs the only thing that level off
I wish me and life could just get along
I wish I could fight but I'm not as strong
I watched all my days knowing they sped along
I feel like I just kind of went along

Losing energy
I'm spending it all on my friends
Can't have enemies
Cause I'll be alone in the end
I keep extending me
Think I'm getting flattened again
I wish that I could sleep
But every time I fall I descend

I wish you saw my dreams
They're part of me
Don't think I'm living honestly
So I can't sleep
I feel like it's all a dream
I wanna see
If I wake up
Pinch me I might just wake up

Pinch me I might just wake up
Wake up, wake up
I might just wake up
Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up

Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Whoa
Whoa
Know you had hope I'll bounce back
I just wanna know where you found that
When I talk I don't wanna hear a sound back
This my life I'll make the soundtrack

I can't keep trying to count my days
I can't keep lying that I'm okay
I can't keep trying to find my way
Feel like I already found my place

I'm, doing, my, best
I, still, don't, rest
Niggas, just, like, me
I, want, my, check
Watch my step
Can't do less
Ain't nobody gon' spot me
So I docked my reps
Weight on my chest
Got no time left
And when I'm stressed
I'm can't digest

I'm losing energy
I'm spending it all on my friends
Can't have enemies
Cause I'll be alone in the end
I keep extending me
Think I'm getting flattened again
I wish that I could sleep
But every time I fall I descend