Bad Habits

Crescent moons are engraved in my palms
They've been there since I was pretty young
My mom always tried to get me to stop
But I'm known for self sabotage
And now I've got two scarred hands to show for it

When I drive I close my eyes and don't watch
And it feels like flying until I have to stop
Braking to flashing lights in my face
Ask myself why I did it in the first place
And I know there's no medicine for that

My tendencies make it hard for me to see
That falling into you is toxicity
And honestly I don't think that I can breathe, don't think that I can breathe

There's no remedy for, taking what I have and still going back to yours
When did I become an addict?
To your touch and your bad habits
I don't recognize myself
I want to scream but nothing's coming out

Eighteen days is what a habit takes to break
It's been too long
I don't see recovery coming my way
I talked to my friends they said the law of attraction
I tried it last week and had no real reactions
Is that what you wanted for me to do

The chokehold that you know you have on me
Is giving me a rush of sensuality
But honestly I don't think I can breathe, don't think I can breathe

There's no remedy for, when I choose to keep going back for more
What I know that you won't admit
You're making me a victim of bad habits
I don't recognize myself
I want to scream but nothing's coming out

There's no remedy for, taking what I have and still going back to yours
What I know that you won't admit
You're making me a victim of bad habits
I don't recognize myself
I need to scream but nothing's coming out
Out, out



Credits
Writer(s): Jess Bracken
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