something more

I'm spreading myself so thin
Apologetic over nothing
Trying to paint you as the thief cause I
Get attached to easily and
Thats all I want you to be
You don't see it but I know
You're just yourself when you're with me
This was the cruelest of meetings
Not destination but the teaching
Of a lesson in losing and adjusting

These things are more complex than we want them
To be
Love's not just Adams and Eves
It's breaking things clean
And wanting to mean something more
It's planting the trees
Relearning to breathe
Not caring at all
But risking the world

It's so hard to see you happy
Cause I'm stuck in between
Cutting out this vice and just getting clean
And you just being happy for me
You drive me up a fucking wall
You know me so well but not at all
You rewrote everything I knew
Every holiday is shit now because of you

These things are more complex than we want them
To be
Love's not just Adams and Eves
It's breaking things clean
And wanting to mean something more
It's planting the trees
Relearning to breathe
Not caring at all
But risking the world

The sky going white as the first snow falls
Now you're crying on Christmas and there's no one you can call
Nothing about it's romantic
Too close to silence is panic
Too close to caring is caution
They were right there but you lost them

It's so hard to see you happy
This was the cruelest of meetings
Cause I just wanna be something more



Credits
Writer(s): Adelaide Young
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