SEEKING

I was on the floor leaking
I was on the floor leaking
I was on the floor leaking
I was on the floor leaking
Seeking

Drumming on a goat skin, humble in devotion
A ripple in the ocean, i can disappear
I'm the captain of the ghost ship
Beyond that brag n boast shit
Comes the dopeman with new candy for your ears
It's been years in the making, feels like i'm sinking
Smoked like jamaicans, these bottled up tears
My shit never stinking, all money linking
I had dreams of mya swinging on a chandelier
It's the game, now i take strength from my pain
Laugh when i catch myself in mirrors
It's a miraculous thing, this growth we can achieve
It's gon take 60 minutes just to establish the frame
C'mon, fame means nothing if you dead on the inside
Money don't mean shit if you dead on the inside
Homies ain't shit if they jap to the one-time
A lotta dirty laundry outside on the clothesline, meanwhile

Too many empty promises, they tryna get out this
Situation that they really created themselves
I spent so many hours just waiting on that call
Just staring at the clock on the wall
Aye, fuck what you heard!
This whole damn thing is absurd
There's no rules, no code, i don't fuck with a bird
Its love, unity, family, money, and respect
But the gods always gonna be first
We all leave in a hearse, stop japping like life's hard and it hurts
Blame it on yourself it's an easy tell
Your honour comes and goes like ho's in a cheap motel
...Ringss a bell, you stringer bell?
The truth is a bitch, and she ugly
Always in a veil, so she must be
She gotta a couple friends that don't trust me
Took her by the arm, left the whole room musty
Trust me, the light shall prevail, as long as i'm... seeking