☯ (Inferno)

Yeah. Lately I've been feeling kind of low, oh
Lately I've feeling like I don't need love anymore
Thinking about death and isolation
Thinking about this world and it's fucking narration

Joy in life, man, that's just an illusion
600 lives and I've come to the conclusion
That nothing matters, even if you think so
Every mistake that you make is gonna be inside your soul

And memory, forever, don't doubt it
Even if you give it all, even if you make it
To the other side, there's no other side
Just another life where you remember when you cried

My heart is beating, inside of my chest
How can I try if I already gave my best
I don't care anymore about this life
I don't care anymore, pass me the knife

Screaming to my inner demons why do I exist
I feel like if there was a list
Of people that don't make it to heaven
Then I'm right there, 337

I don't care about anything no more
Just let me, please just let me go
To a paradise where I no longer feel empty
To a place where I feel like I'm myself, me

I don't know, I just wanna feel happiness
I don't have a body I'm a soul in limbo
I feel nothing, except this emptiness
I don't know if you get me when I'm talking in this lingo

Linger with my demons in this inferno
I don't know if I will learn though
I never do and even if I did
I would commit the same mistakes, just like a kid