Last Words

You haunt me in my dreams
I wish these nightmares were reality
I was willing to be your host
Abandoned by your ghost

Maybe we were too young
Or Maybe I was too dumb
Why I decided to go
I'll never know
I miss you, so
I don't want to feel this any more

It hurts to see you so happy
Without me
But that's what I wish for you
If only you had a clue

The rain doesn't hide the tears
Of drowning in fear
I just fucking need you here
Before I disappear

I know it's probably best
To leave you alone, don't send that text
Maybe if, I get some rest
I got some things I want off my chest

Recently My heads a mess
Sinking low, but no S.O.S
Getting by with all the stress
Take this as my last requests

Just hear me out, I'm not here for clout
What if we, took that route
With no timeout, things might've worked out
Another lifetime what's that about?

What if Things just slowed down
Think about the whole damn meltdown
Maybe then I wouldn't be this clown
Maybe then I'd still wear that crown

But it didn't workout, I suppose
And All the memories, I'll remember those
Through all the highs and the lows
And I'm hoping that, this just shows

That I know I wasn't too perfect
Fuck I know you didn't deserve it
I master all this conflict
With no way to subserve it

I don't know how, you will feel
But all this shit was very real
I know that I, need to heal
But this was just a little spiel

They tell me don't, live in the past
I'm sorry but, I didn't ask
My time is gone, it has passed
So these words, will, be my last



Credits
Writer(s): Vincent Gollhofer
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