Walls

Lookin' back on days when I felt good
Livin' life right now ain't what it once was
Changin' who I am, god damn I must've
Self love ain't as good as what it once was
Lookin' to my side and they doin' well
Know I'm happy for you, though I'm standin' here
Miss ya'll by my side if you couldn't tell
I don't need you to mention
I was never there
How I never cared
This right here the jump off
How could I prepare?
For what's comin' next
This right here the jump off
Spent my time all alone bein' faded
Lost what is mine and the ones I came with
Guess I deserve all this mess I made
This mess I made
Mess I made

And it's days like this that I wish I never built a wall
But it's times like this that I wish I never felt at all
And it's days like this that I wish that I knew my worth
And it's days like this that I know that I've felt the worst

Not safe for how much I'm thinkin'
Lookin' back at the days I've felt this
Somethin's changed I don't know what's different
I feel so much more than I can take
Fuss and fight every night
Beatin' down my own self
Know I need to change
Even though they see I'm so well
Livin' all these lies
What I seem to be you can't tell
But I'm so far away
From myself
I noticed, you hate me
Welcome you my baby
When I feel the same damn way

And it's days like this that I wish I never built a wall
But it's times like this that I wish I never felt at all
And it's days like this that I wish that I knew my worth
And it's days like this that I know that I've felt the worst



Credits
Writer(s): Alec Kelso-capili
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