Facing Truth

Yeah
It's too deep but I'm already involved
How you say you ride or die
But you don't pick up the call
I been looking for myself as I go through it all
And I finally found your boy
At the pit of the fall
I sit and wonder what this life mean
22 years and still ain't met nobody like me
My homie bout to get locked
He said "You better write me"
I'm in the booth now with shit that's
Hard to put in writing I swear
But if I care
You can trust I'll be there
I ain't worried bout life being fair
Cause shit I thought that it was love
Off the feelings we shared and then
She had to go and have an affair
Was almost too much to bear
But it ain't kill me
Matter of fact of I think the whole thing healed me
Cause I ain't felt fear since you showed yourself and
I know you missing me while you out there looking for yourself

I'm more myself than I ever been
I'm grateful for love
I'm grateful my pain turns to passion towards everything I do
I'm grateful I'm good enough to put these words together
To show y'all my life
Like

Let me visualize the whole thing
I hit her up she probably tripping as the phone ring
Telling lies I'm like girl act like you know me
I ain't playing that and then she went and told me
What a sad day
Head in my hands who would've known that'd be our last day
Now my heart sit in a ash tray
Cause she torched it
But I'm slowly coming back I couldn't force it
Still sliding on the forces and
Going out more
My homies slowly starting to see the goal and what it count for
It's more than just some rap
It's some energy to get you off your ass and
Some knowledge that could take you where you at to
Where you want to go
I got some lessons on manifest you gon wanna know
It's all about creation
Our thoughts are the birth of that
Positivity y'all need to be rehearsing that