Ride With Me

Keeping a breath inside my lungs
In case I need to scream out
A cry for help or simple agony
I'm thinking out loud
If you're listening
Suppose I gotta sound profound
Oh wait, I'm just background music
For my deadbeat hometown

See, in the bar life
Folks don't pay attention
Too busy with the hook-ups
And the sport on the television
I guess we're out here
Just talking to ourselves
Schizo these hoes and bros
We all need some help

Nobody admits
The problems they've got
Drowning out the cries
With the nicotine and the shots
I'm feeling emptier
The more I fill my body with lies
It's time to let that shit hit you
Open up your bloodshot eyes

Change your environment
You'll change yourself
Change yourself
And your environment
You'll change your mental health
I know it's not
As black and white as that
But I'll cling onto the hope
That we can take ourselves back again

I wish you'd carry me
Gently far away from my pain
I want some therapy
Inner me don't wanna be the same
He say
Honestly my world keeps on turning
Even though I wish it would burn down

Get up, get up
Come and take a ride with me
I got a lotta things I wanna show you
Turn up the volume on the radio
Turn it up, get up, come on
Don't you try to fight with me
It's the only way I can get to know you
Hold your baggage out the car window and let it go

Feeling like a bag of bones
An empty colosseum
My tired liar eyes
Are hypnotized by people's lives seeming grim
Repetition, repetition
Time and space continuum
Time loop, stuck in a cycle
Like a sim

Honestly I just wanna
Pick apart my brain
And let my therapist tell me
How to start over again
From the pain that I've dealt
The hurt I've caused
I'm paying my debt
A heart full of grief
A hurtful regret

Sick of being this person
Man, I wish it would stop
Might just impale myself
On the hands of the clock
Just to halt time
Making sure that I never drop
Another victim from the heights
Of my ego's top floor

The end of this cycle
Is something to die for
The pain that I dish out
Is to take my own life for
I don't want to live
With all the evil I can be
And I don't wanna be this man
I don't wanna be me anymore

I wish you'd carry me
Gently far away from my pain
I want some therapy
Inner me don't wanna be the same
He say
Honestly my world keeps turning
Even though I wish it would burn down

Get up, get up
Come and take a ride with me
I got a lotta things I wanna show you
Turn up the volume on the radio
Turn it up, get up, come on
Don't you try to fight with me
It's the only way I can get to know you
Hold your baggage out the car window
Let it go

Honestly my world keeps on turning
Even though I wish it would burn down

Get up, get up
Come and take a ride with me
I got a lotta things I wanna show you
Turn up the volume on the radio
Turn it up, get up, come on
Don't you try to fight with me
It's the only way I can get to know you
Hold your baggage out the car window
Let it go

Let it go
Let it go
Let it go