Do Not Disturb

What's up?
Can I have a piece of you to hold
I thought that I would be better on my own
I know with time that we're supposed to grow
These thoughts that I... I don't want you to know

What's there to say?
I've been at war with myself
At the end of the day
Who's there to blame
Get in my own way more than anyone else
I ain't okay
I been ignoring my health
I might lose the game
But won't run away
I play the cards however they're dealt
Like fuck it I'm here
When I look up in my mirror
I don't like what I be seeing
But nothing to fear
I'm just gon' suck up the tears
And Imma focus on being
A bit better for you
That shit I never could do when we were together
Remember when you
Were tellin' me that you wished that we could go back
I'd tell you "I know that" but I never knew
It was too late
Wish that I knew all of this from the start
And wish that we would've just taken a break
So we wouldn't have ended up broken-hearted
Wish I was sayin' all this to your face
And the part that hits me the hardest
Is we could've taken things either way
And probably would've fallen apart regardless
These are the thoughts I don't want you to know
This is the side of me that I don't show
Know that you tired of me
You don't reply to me
Phone been on silent we used to be close
I remember you cried to me then you turned ghost
I think we decided we better alone
Do not disturb got me losin' all hope
Do not disturb got me losin' all hope

What's up?
Can I have a piece of you to hold
I thought that I would be better on my own
I know with time that we're supposed to grow
These thoughts that I... I don't want you to know

Well, I can't fight it
I stayed quiet when I should've told you how I felt
No more hiding
No more denying
No more lying to myself
These are the words I can never say
When I'm standin' in front of you
Everything I try to escape
Is the same thing I end up runnin' to
Gimme some space
Gimme some time
Lemme retrace, lemme rewind
If there's a place I need to find
So I can erase this doubt in my mind
I need some time to just be alone
Doesn't mean I'll be lonely
How am I supposed to get to know you
When I barely even know me

When I don't know myself
When I don't know, I don't know myself
When I don't know myself
When I don't know
Myself
Myself
Myself
Myself



Credits
Writer(s): Isaiah Almadin
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