Inhale

I am at war with the world and myself
Hurting way more than just pearls and my health
I ain't confessed but the cards that's been dealt
Is due to digress no I don't need no help
I'm strong as the next, when really I'm stressed
Really the shit on chest got my questioned whether I'm blessed, in this personal hell
Yes I been smoking, and masking the smell
It's what I call coping, shit I'll never tell
How the fuck am I growing when life's off the rails
And a nigga been soaking in absence, you fell
I should've lifted you up, hm
Goals in the way just my luck
I never dwell on too much, fuck
Since April 4th I been stuck, hm
I been off searching for air I can't breathe
Pretending I can, cause another release
Is right around corner, with more to achieve
I can't even grieve, but like to believe that memories ventually fade like the leaves
In hopes that a nigga has really found peace
Or at least more than 4 hours sleep
I'm talking, I ain't heard God in some weeks
Feeling bit weak, but still never speak
Unless it's a please with my heart on a sleeve
Where is the grace, still see the face
I fear consequences of giving space
Everyone need when it's too late
I been fighting for my sanity's sake
Fuck it I'm straight
Nah fuck it I'm straight
Pretty sure it go away with an 8th

I ain't had time to cope
I need some diamonds froze
I need designer hoe
I need whatever that niggas abusing and using for highs and lows
Pressure my eyes is closed
I don't advise this, no
Feeling surrounded blow
Blow it off
Ignore the cough
More numb by day, then problem solved
Deposit calls
Ain't bout no jaw
Ain't picking up no checks involved
No flexing but these beats in chalk
Proceed to walk
And leaving talk
To all of y'all, the kid is back and reaping all

Shit
If niggas knew better then they would do better it is what it is
If I had a dollar for every time fuckers was up in the biz
Just know I won't let up til my niggas set up with views in the Ritz
On my shit
If niggas knew better then they would do better it is what it is
If I had a dollar for every time fuckers was up in the biz
Just know I won't let up til my niggas set up with views in the Ritz
On my