Numbness

Bottle to my lips
Like a gun to my head
As the demons dwell within
Sell my soul with every sip
As the darkness creeps in
And the days turn to night
I'm steadying losing myself
On this endless fight

Numbness overcomes me
Hopeless, won't you help me
I know my mind isn't healthy
A hard life is the culprit
Numbness overcomes me
Hopeless won't you help me
I know my mind isn't healthy
No escaping indulgence

Life gets hard sometimes
That's when my vices win
I try to numb my mind
So that I can forget
Life gets hard sometimes I need to fight to live
I can't help but cry
I have to beat this shit
Life gets hard sometimes
That's when my vices win
I try to numb my mind
So that I can forget
Life gets hard sometimes
I need to fight to live
I can't help but cry
I have to beat this shit

I know it's hard
If it was easy everybody would
Overcome addiction
But you have to fight it
Don't become just another statistic
Just another slave to your deepest and darkest desires
Reach for a better tomorrow
Step into a better version of yourself

Realize the greatness within you
Heal from your trauma

Popping pills to resist
All the thoughts that persist
Thoughts like I shouldn't live
And that I'm not worth shit
Need to quiet the voice
That lives inside of my head
She used to be my best friend
Now I swear she wants me dead

Numbness overcomes me
Hopeless won't you help me
I know my mind isn't healthy
A hard life is the culprit
Numbness overcomes me
Hopeless won't you help me
I know my mind isn't healthy
No escaping indulgence

Life gets hard sometimes
That's when my vices win
I try to numb my mind
So that I can forget
Life gets hard sometimes
I need to fight to live
I can't help but cry
I have to beat this shit

Life gets hard sometimes
That's when my vices win
I try to numb my mind
So that I can forget
Life gets hard sometimes
I need to fight to live
I can't help but cry
I have to beat this shit



Credits
Writer(s): Arthur Newson
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