Unlovable

I had a lot of questions unanswered
Knees on the ground but the heavens above were clear
Waiting for you to appear 'cause He wasn't near
Then you grabbed my hand and ran
You gave a place for me and all for free but without sincerity
Because you prepped a knife right behind my back
And I fell for the lies you fed me

I'm unlovable
Disposable
You burned down my trust
To build up your lust
I'm unlovable
Your favorite doll
I used to have hope
But now I don't know

I thought you were my answer
And maybe you were but still you proved them right
Cause when I fell on the ground you spat on my crown
By taking him out that night
Now I see through your lies and still you deny
So it's time I give up on you
You're a lost cause and maybe I am too
Cause the only love I found wasn't true

Your love was fake
Such a disgrace
You took his hand
As you had planned
Actions unjust
Now I can't trust
I hope you know
Your love's a joke

I'm unlovable
I'm living your lie
Now it's hard to deny
I'm unlovable