New Fears

I've been sitting in this room for a year
And all I've got for it's a couple of new fears
I've got friends I don't call
And they don't call me
So this whole thing
Is getting pretty lonely

I'm getting nervous
I'm slowly going crazy
But that's fine
It's all fine
And everyday is starting to get hazy
There's too much time
To live with the thoughts that run wild through my mind

It's Sunday morning and I'm starting to regret
Replying to that "Hey you up?" at 2 a.m
But what was I supposed to do, say no and lie?
The little green dot clearly shows that I'm online
Maybe I'll make better choices
Next time

So now I'm laying here and staring at my ceiling
Wishing there was something to do
Something I could do
To rid myself of this weird and damning feeling
But how are you?
You getting through?

I've been trying to escape these new fears
Been making phone calls saying "hi" to all my peers
(Hello?)
And I've been doing better
Day by day