When a Lotus Dies

It's all good (It's all good)
Yeah
I'm all good (I'm all good)
Told myself (Told myself)
Told myself (Told myself)
Lied to myself (Lied to myself)
Too many times(Too many times)
(Too many times)

I wanna talk but your not here (But your not here)
And when the sun sets they don't care
About my fears, they don't care
About many tears that I shed for a whole damn year
It's still not enough, still too tough
Struggling everyday and I wanna give up (And I wanna give up)
But what would that do
This world is so uncertain, no one knows the truth (Knows the truth)
Heaven or hell
I just want to see you(See you),Cuz I need you (Need you)
It's been
8 months and 7 days
6500 hours since I've seen your face
And they say this is all just a phase, you'll have better days
But there's so much anger and rage (Rage)

You can tell when a lotus dies
Thunder and lightning take their place in the sky (In the sky)
You can tell when a lotus dies
The rain won't stop falling from my eyes (From my eyes)
You can tell when a lotus dies
If you listen for the muffled cries
You can tell
You can tell
You can tell when a lotus dies (Dies)

I'm all good (I'm all good)
Told myself
I'm all good (I'm all good)
Lied to myself for so long
It's not okay when the memories start to fade away(Fade away)

Just hold me close(Just hold me close)
And don't let go(Don't let go)
Just hold me close (Just hold me close)
And don't let go (Don't let go)

You can tell when a lotus dies
Thunder and lightning take their place in the sky (In the sky)
You can tell when a lotus dies
The rain won't stop falling from my eyes (From my eyes)
You can tell when a lotus dies
If you listen for the muffled cries
You can tell
You can tell
You can tell when a lotus dies (Dies)
Lied to myself
(Lied to myself)
Too many times
(Too many times)